How do you ...
How do you actually figure out what you want? I feel like every time I get to a point where I'm a bit more in touch with my feelings it opens up another layer to dig down into. It's a little bit like one of those
Daniel Wheeler
Just Another Frustration (JAF?)
Know what really really bothers me in almost any aspect of my life? When people don't do what is expected/their job/their responsibilities and then use up extra time in my life to finish said task. So right now I'm on a call with a
It's been a minute
First off, I'm curious on the genesis of that phrase "it's been a minute" when clearly it's been days or weeks or longer. I'm even more curious that people I know who are not even remotely sarcastic or flippant use
Anyone seen a spine around here?
I need to help mine grow a bit more. I have been trying to repeat "you don't have to set yourself on fire to keep others warm" over and over again. I've been picking out little patterns and telling myself I wasn't
Maybe
If I write it down (type it) enough, I'll start to live it. Be my authentic self.
Wake me up when Sept ... oh wait
I dreamed about you last night. I woke up with that longing feeling. A deep ache inside of knowing you can't have something that you really, really want. I am even more determined.
Grey Skies
It's been really gloomy and cloudy and rainy here the last week, supposedly a sub-tropical storm that didn't quite get there (I feel ya on that one, I often have the same problem). I've been in a pensive mood today, having some interesting tunnels
Steps forward
New house is under contract, moving forward with inspections and whatnot.
That empty feeling
Yesterday was rough, as it often is. Last week I had been asked to sit in on a 3-person panel with the audience being the entire company so I could discuss my experiences with 9/11 and answer questions after. Everyone was respectful and amazing, but one of the people
Picking up Steam
Hannah has found a house she'd like to put in offer in on, and Gino can make up most of the down payment. It looks like we're going to keep this house and rent it out, and Hannah and Gino will move into the Raleigh house.
Brain waves
So this past week at work I was asked to be on a 3 person panel in front of the entire company to discuss the upcoming anniversary of 9/11. I didn't think it was going to affect me much, but it made me realize how important the
Reinforcement
So much is making me regret my decision. It's amazing how much guilt and shame can cloud your judgement if you're used to taking the blame for other people's emotions. So I sit here in a house and I am overwhelmed by stuff ... so