So much is making me regret my decision. It's amazing how much guilt and shame can cloud your judgement if you're used to taking the blame for other people's emotions.
So I sit here in a house and I am overwhelmed by stuff ... so many things that should be thrown out. I miss my minimalist apartment.
So I sit here thinking about how I left someone who was bright and beautiful and sexy and smart and kind and loving and kind and accepting.
God I miss her.
I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&
It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,
I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had
It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on