Trying to open up more

I have a confession to make, and I apologize for it in advance.

I was infatuated with you from the moment I met you in person. I had wanted you for SO long.

I was listening to some music from my Apple playlist and "Hold My Hand" by Lady Gaga came on and it hit hard, because all I can think about is you right now. When I'm back I want to be able to talk about my fears and my pain.

... speaking of, there's a potential buyer and a potential renter on the house, I'm almost done with the work (appliance tune-up and clean up, and final floor cleaning).

In my mind

I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&

I have been

It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,

Frustrations

I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had

Work sucks

It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on

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In my mind

I have been

Frustrations

Work sucks