A letter to my future self

In the future, if you're ever feeling guilty about your relationship with Hannah, or even longing for her, remember a few things:
* The way she knee-jerk reacts to anything emotional
* The way she puts her problems on almost anyone else
* How she tries to find joy in things/possessions and it just ends up as clutter that she clings on to. It is so contradictory to your appreciation for a minimalist lifestyle
* She's selfish with money
* Holy crap, have I mentioned the clutter?

If you're ever feeling annoyed at or aggravated with Jen, remember the following:
* She's kind, loving, and understanding
* She's got an amazing sense of humor
* She's got a good vision of her future
* She's amazing in bed and frequently wants to be there. 🕶️
* She's got awesome family
* She's built an amazing tribe

In my mind

I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&

I have been

It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,

Frustrations

I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had

Work sucks

It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on

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In my mind

I have been

Frustrations

Work sucks