These Dreams ...

I had a really strange one last night, and out of it I also had what might seem to be a silly realization.

In this dream I was back at Weiss, Peck, & Greer, and I was trying to get back to the IT department from somewhere on the 31st floor. I had quite the limp on my left leg (a change for me! ha ha) and I was walking slowly (I.E. feeling stuck). I was going through various departments ... Accounting, Individual Accounts, and Asset Management where there was a party. Despite my walking down the hallway with a limp there was a crowd of people in my way as I went to turn right down "cubical row". As I stepped toward that crowd hoping they would part to let me through, one of them fell over like I knocked him down, even though in the dream I was sure I didn't even touch him. I woke up a little bit after that, but in the dream I was both terrified of having upset someone who was a bigwig and angry they didn't let me by.

So the realization that is silly is this; when I told the person that them falling over was not my intention, I thought that my voice sounded very high-pitched. I realized sometime after I woke up that I have fears about that, like it makes me inappropriately feminine. I know that's a silly fear, but societal pressure still says that men should have deep bass voices.