Strange realizations

I realized today that I tend to lean into things that are in my current comfort level, and that I need to be open to change and new things more.

And how did I come to this (should have been rather obvious) realization?

Music. Specifically Sara Bareilles. I realized that I have been listening mostly to the same songs/albums for a while and I'm not very familiar with her last few albums.

That's kind of a microchasm for me, I need to be more open to new things and being comfortable with where I am not where I was at.

In my mind

I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&

I have been

It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,

Frustrations

I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had

Work sucks

It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on

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In my mind

I have been

Frustrations

Work sucks