Realizations

I had a chat with my niece today, and we talked about how we are HORRIBLE at putting everyone else in front of us first. She was saying her boyfriend has to call her out routinely to advocate for herself.

I'm kind of upset at myself for being here in NC. I couldn't say "shut up" to my guild and shame. At this point I'm wanting to be back in AZ. I'm wanting to be not married. I'm wanting to be with you.