Memories

One of my earliest childhood memories was the rare occasion when my parents would let the three of us (Wendy, Rick, me) have money for the ice cream truck, which would typically cruise through the neighborhood around 4:00. The time I remember most was running out the back door to follow my siblings as they ran to the spot on the road where the truck could pull over (Stadley Rough Road was STUPID narrow). They ran down those horrible metal "fire escape" stairs, and I tripped. I remember the world turning completely upside down, and somehow I ended up with just a bad scrape on my arm.

I wasn't lightly scolded and then comforted and then told to make it a learning situation, I was yelled at.

In my mind

I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&

I have been

It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,

Frustrations

I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had

Work sucks

It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on

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In my mind

I have been

Frustrations

Work sucks