If I had a certain DeLorian ...

I'd tell high school senior me to enjoy the music but maybe minor in it.
I'd definitely tell college freshman me to take more computer programming classes.
I'd tell college senior me to not worry, it wasn't meant to work out with her.
I'd tell NYC resident me to not jump in, that it would never, ever work out with her.
I'd tell Chapel Hill NC me to study certain computer things a bit more so my career didn't go stagnant.
I'd ask Cary NC me "are you sure this is what you want?"
I'd tell AZ me to go all in, it's worth it.

In my mind

I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&

I have been

It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,

Frustrations

I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had

Work sucks

It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on

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In my mind

I have been

Frustrations

Work sucks