Changes

Calypso has left us, and I'm sad about that but glad she's not struggling. The kitten seems to have picked up some of her quirks, which is cute and interesting; Calypso used to go to the cat toy basket and pick up a toy then carry it to a spot somewhere in the house while she meowed with it in her mouth. She'd repeat that until there was a pile of toys. Zorra does the same thing now.

The house just down the road didn't pan out, but we're looking at others in the area, some in north Raleigh, some in Cary. The clutter/stuff/crap in this house is overwhelming. Got pre-approved for a mortgage yesterday, now need to see what's out there and where and what the housing market is here.

In my mind

I see myself driving cross-country in a Uhaul, Quinn there with me. I'm happy as I know I'm going to a place where I can be myself. I'm going to a place where I can maybe stop hiding, maybe stop shoving everything down. I&

I have been

It's been an absolute struggle for me lately. I feel like most of my non-work time is me being in "distraction" mode, which I feel like I'm in flight-or-fight mode. For a long while, work was the best thing going on in my life,

Frustrations

I've had two customer calls this morning, both very frustrating in very different ways. First was Celanese. The project as assigned is to assist them in upgrading from just our core/flagship product to a "bundle" which includes a few addon products. They've had

Work sucks

It can take a little bit for it to ramp up, but I often forget how crazy busy things can get in February/March for me. I did 51 hours last week and I feel like I had so much undone. Been talking with Hannah to get a refi on

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In my mind

I have been

Frustrations

Work sucks